From: "Anthony J. Rzepela" Subject: Walkin' Blind III (sights, sounds, Irving Plaza '96) To: babel-list@postmodern.com (babel-list) Date: Sun, 23 Jun 1996 23:22:14 -0400 (EDT) [I've read up to digest #107 now, so I'm not as blind as I used to be. Whatever.] About a Boy/Patti's interviews/the ride home: Facing another 2-hour Greyhound Bus trip home after show 2, I resolved to actually get my hands on something to read, and lo and behold, the double-issue of RS with the Patti interview was available at the PA Bus Terminal. (I'm sure this will provide plenty of fodder once more people get to read it. Patti talks frankly in it about her home life with Fred the first few years (and we get an explanation, in passing, of why she was so hard to locate in Detroit the first coupla years, per Morrisoe)) I found her remarks re: Cobain and 'About a Boy' the most interesting. It's only been in the most recent interviews (RS and Spin) that I got the feeling that Patti really did appreciate Nirvana and Cobain, and that she wasn't just trying to drum up discussion of "About a Boy". That song has gone through many, many changes in a short time. Her live-performance babel of it wasn't always focused (and yes, it STILL changes night to night, as it did at Irving), but it was one particular performance of it last November that struck me the most: one in which it was the most clear (in my mind) of the dual passions of the song's narrator: that there was a sympathy with an equally strong condemnation. I found nothing wrong with presenting these things in balance - indeed, I felt the balance strongly myself at the time of Cobain's event. Patti explains in detail in the interview how the three verses are actually about different people, and the influence of Garcia's death on the actual recording date. (I just figured out that the song was obviously recorded before I first heard it in November of '95. Weird. So much for embryonic.) She also reveals in the interview a little bit of bitterness toward a character who would do such a thing, when there were people (she used Robert as an example) who struggled so hard to hold on. Whatever. It was obvious to me by the time of Irving 2 that she really has no intention of NOT using "AAB" as a babel vehicle (which may explain my over-the-top reaction to getting "AAB" interrupted as rudely as it was by IP personnel). As a result, I accord it the attention it deserves when she does it. And since the songs she has chosen from the "old days" are so few, I figure they deserve some attention, too. I was always rewarded over these two evenings for my time and concentration. (Well, Okay - I spaced on "Ghost Dance", but I never liked it anyway. So much for integrity.) A couple reviews here have commented on the energy (specifically, the lack of it) from the crowd. By the end of these two evenings, something else was painfully obvious to me, too: that when interest started to wane, all Patti had to do was overdo some shaking or screaming or something, and the crowd would go nuts. It was like a burlesque. (She overdoes it on "Summer Cannibals", I think. The crowd doesn't seem to get the point without a lot of body language, and I think there's a fetish for "drama" at work in the audience that makes me a bit uncomfortable.) The other option, of course, is to pull out an "oldie". Lenny, in one of his recent interviews, commented on a review that dismissed the PSG/96 as a "bar band". He (LK) tried to extol the virtues of bar bands everywhere. And they are virtuous. There's a dignity and beauty to doing your job well and being prepared to play any number of things, (like, say "Smoke on the Water"). But during the 2nd show, it was obvious to me that this was anything but a "bar band" (in the bad sense of that word, I assure you). If the PSG/96 were a "bar band", they could have pulled out "Ask the Angels" or "Pumpin'" (or any of the dozens of requests) without any loss of integrity to this performance. (I'm still wrestling with whether a "Land"/"R'nR Nigger" medley is treading on thin ice, but that's for later.) There's an enormous amount of work, thought, and intelligence going on in these shows. And there's also an enormous amount of musical instinct and showbiz dexterity which preserve its integrity as a rock and roll concert. As another review (here) pointed out, Patti's confidence has taken a gargantuan leap (as exemplified by what happens onstage during "Farewell Reel") recently. Her armor is on, but not all doubts and demons exorcised. She (and the rest of PSG/96) obviously do not want to be a "traveling jukebox", but they know people _have_ been waiting since 1980. She's still not sure of the things she has/needs to say about rather weighty topics, and that is changing, too - nightly, it seems. There is something defiantly alive in this little corner of the universe, and one hopes that the demands presented by the music business on an artist's time and integrity do not wreak the havoc they did first time around. Good luck, Patti. ++Tony Rzepela (rzepelaa@netaxs.com)